Utterly disappointed.
It's not that my expectations were high or what, it's supposed to be my standard...right?
All those rubbish and careless mistakes. You don't know how much I wanted to murder myself the moment I set my eyes on those few sheets of paper that wasted so much of my time.
Maybe I was expecting another full marks. Maybe I wanted another top. Maybe I just want to prove to them that I'm not that weak as the other two. I'm smarter.
But it boiled down to the fact that I'm incapable of doing -------- doubt anyone will understand. Especially when you're underrated by certain pple in your home.
And your own parents don't know what exams I have. Don't know that physics and chem has calculations. Don't know what the hell am I talking about.
How great.
Disappointed.
Perhaps I shouldn't had such high goals, but it wasn't high!! It wasn't!!
Forget it. I'm not a genius, and i don't think I am one too.
Why must everyone think that when I'm disappointed in myself means I've got realllllly reallllllyyyyy great results but it wasn't what I want.
Wanna try a new word? Bad.
♥infinitely shinee generation at the teen top
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